Hey folks,
But the LORD came down to see the city and the tower the people were building. The LORD said, “If as one people speaking the same language they have begun to do this, then nothing they plan to do will be impossible for them. Come, let us go down and confuse their language so they will not understand each other.
So the LORD scattered them from there over all the earth… Genesis 10.5-8 NIV
Well I’m a driven leader with a strong Type A personality. This means that I like to be well ahead of things and am not a big fan of surprises. I suppose this has tripped me up as much as anything in my faith journey. God has been humbling me, breaking my pride, and confronting my longing to build little Babel Towers in my life for a very long time. I’m grateful for my growing ability to see when it creeps into the corners of my life so that I can tear them down. Last week God had to help me with an area of pride and open my eyes to see things from His perspective. Just like when men were gathered on the plain of Shinar (listen to last week’s sermon) God came down to my puny little attempt at stoking my own ego and humbled me. Praise the Lord for opposing my foolish plans. If you are not tracking with me right now let me say that we are moving ahead with an incredible risk for our church. Numerous families are considering spending thousands of dollars, offering up valuable vacation time, and leaving the comforts of home all for the sake of being Jesus with skin someplace else. My family has saved every free dollar that has come in and Pascale and I have been impressed to watch our children offer their spending money for the mission trip. With all of this planning and anticipation I have wanted to make the final decision on where EFC is going. I decided to figure it all out after Blizzard camp and as I shared in Saturday’s sermon I feel that God has confounded my attempts to figure this out. Ethiopia, Nepal, France, Thailand and Haiti have all been serious considerations. I will go anywhere He leads and yet God has given me nothing but unrest about this decision.
I have a couple of ideas about what is God saying to me and our church right now.
First, we cannot go until we are ready to be Jesus with skin here. Some practical ways we have sought to be Jesus with skin in recent months includes feeding homeless teens, serving low-income families, and visiting the elderly. These do not even include the countless ways that we are Jesus with skin to the family with whom we live or the people we rub shoulders with everyday. If we cannot lay down our lives to be the active presence of Jesus here and now, we are certainly not ready to do this someplace else. It may seem easier or acceptable to go someplace else and have a fresh start at ministering to a people in need but doesn’t this seem hypocritical? The EFC mission trip began weeks ago. Our team will be recognized as those who look like Jesus with skin right now.
The second idea of what God is saying is that we don’t pray like a community hungry for God. I guess we are too busy or don’t know how or just forgot that this was vitally important in our spiritual lives. No reason is good enough to excuse seeking God through prayer. Until we sustain ourselves by the bread of life and living water I am doubtful that God will send us anywhere. The Community Pastors have faithfully prayed for the requests turned into the church prayer box. We have seen many of these answered. Praying for help or healing or guidance is good but distorts prayer if that is all our prayer is. Is God in a pinch and in need of us to bail Him by getting on a plane to minister to a desperate people somewhere? God doesn’t need us but gives us the privilege of joining in His work. God wants worshippers not workers. There are countless “religious” workers doing good deeds, many in Jesus’ name, but it is the true, Spirit-filled worshipper that stirs God’s heart. We need to continue to save and finish our passport paperwork but more important is for us to recognize our spiritual hunger pains and seek to God to satisfy them.
The root of all sin is pride. God will stand opposed to pride-filled people and confound their plans. It is a mighty act of grace that He does not allow us to go places we are not ready to go – even when we think we are! I confess that I am a driven, Type A leader who is pride-filled. Will you join me as I humble myself to serve in the small, inconvenient ways now? Will you pray, really pray, with me? If so, are you ready to discover where He is sending us to be Jesus with skin?
For His Glory, Pastor Mike